Firstly, I want to thank everyone who sent me sweet notes because I shared my first selfie. It was super nice to get such positive feedback. I can’t tell you how much I love my Tumblr fambly.
I also received a note asking about my few months away because I did say I’d explain after I’d talked with Daddy. Well, since I’ve talked with Daddy, I guess I’ll talk with you guys.
I was kind of in an ugly downward spiral of depression and didn’t really realize it. I started to give up just about everything I loved and cared about. Daddy can even tell you how much less we ended up talking toward the end bit.
But things got better the week I was away at the conference (right before the pneumonia). I won’t go into details because I doubt many of you would understand or be accepting of just what went on, but the point is I’m in a much better place now. I was scarily close to being able to take my own life, and now I’m not, so I’d say that’s all that really matters here.
How’s that for an explanation, Anon? Not that I owed you one at all.
one of the worst things about becoming educated on social issues is when people are like ‘you used to have a sense of humor’
no i used to have internalized prejudices which i’ve worked really hard to overcome and i realize now that your jokes are shittyAlways reblog this because becoming more socially aware makes you dislike a lot of people
This is why I don’t have friends anymore
I’m listening to gospel bluegrass, looking at hardcore naughtiness on Tumblr, and trying to figure out what to get Daddy for his birthday. He gave me two suggestions, but I need to do more than that. I can’t just buy one gift off of the list and call it good.
I know you folks don’t know us well, but any good, creative ideas?